You are still the last thing on my mind before I go to sleep and the first thing on my mind when I wake up 😩

I tore the stitches right off. She was worth every bit. I would go through it countless times if I knew it would lead to an opportunity to spend the rest of my life with her. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel heavy, lost, and empty. She was my purpose. I ruined it.

😩

Someone special comes into your life and opens your heart to an entirely new and intense love that in turn transcends your love to be greater than you imagined it could be. The heart grows and unfortunately yet eventually, this person leaves and the heart is left with this hole in the mold of that person and it will never be filled the way that person filled it. There remains an emptiness inside that can't be satiated. Maybe that hole is never really whole again.

My heart feels so heavy tonight 😓

I just want to spend the rest of my life with her 😩